Monday, May 28, 2007

The month that was half of Feb :

The girls have decided to celebrate Feb 14th as 'Loser's Day'. I haven't got a job yet my efforts continue, there is a new fiasco on the academic front. Feb 14th comes somewhere around the weekend and between the jest that me and gunjan indulge in where I take her case and she chases me, I wonder if I could make her happy by taking her out on the 14th. She jokingly wonders aloud and I act averted. A and N laugh. I look at N holding on to this moment, harder than than he does. They kiss and she holds on. I drop Gj downstairs and I ask her if she wanted to grab dinner on the 14th of Feb. She laughs and I lie to her allegation that I don't have to do it for her.Next day, I went to Hindustan Times office,"Give me stories" demanded a scrawny looking demanding woman called Lalita Iyer. Came back home was tired I guess, not much of money. Tried channel [v], no luck as such.

Couple of days later, Gj jumps onto me while I'm sleeping. She's bored and she wants do something or else she'll visit the dark side from which she's attempting to take a vacation from. Now looking back at it , it's quite a scary situation to be in , have a thyroid problem and break up with your boyfriend and miss the warmth and hit depression. I also realised I was living witha bunch of unforgiving women, if one of them were accidentally emotionally hurt , God help you! But then I felt she was being silly and self centered.

" I need to speak to you" she dialogued. Now this sentence is not the most comforting to hear.

(My ex-boss's preceeding before she'd to fire my ass. Or my future Girl friend who'd tell me something a li'l discomforting before I could pop the question to her, or my current boss who patiently warns me about coming late , my landlady who asks me for my rent. They all use this line before they unleash.)

Undigressing, I head to the bedroom voluntarily as she walks in and she's already started walking to and fro. "when was the last time you'd made out ?"

I have no idea why I wasn't surprised but I was wondering how to react. Her to and fro pacing increases.

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